Inner Conscience

When you're at a loss for words,
When an awkward silence sits in
Your eyes wander, in search of an answer
And helter skelter, your thoughts start running,
The mind will tell you only what you need to hear.

But what happens when you want to say,
something your mind holds you against
To say it out loud will be admitting,
admitting that you give in to your fears,
admitting that you're weak,
not strong enough to control.

But what do you do when the feelings so strong,
that it overwhelms & takes over
Your drenched in that one thought,
one moment, one single emotion.

What do you do when you have no way out
No matter where you run,
which direction you look,
everywhere you turn.

What do you do when you know
The end is near,
That this is it, and its now or never

Would you admit and agree
Let it take over you
Say it then out loud...and scream your last breath out....