Guilty

is it a crime to remember the first kiss
is it a crime to clench the memory even though it slips away
is it a crime to yearn reliving those moments which now slowly fade away

is it wrong to laugh and cry at that very reminisce
is it wrong to miss that someone knowing time will never turn back
is it wrong to blame time and fate for what we couldve had but didn't

Comfort me with a lie, console me with the truth
that it was a dream i was dreaming,
it is a dream ill keep dreaming......

Hunter Turned Pirate

Hunter I was
Pirate I became
Its the game nature plays
Circumstances, situations,
Pressures, decisions
All closing on me
Looking for treasures on land
Now looking deep within waters too
Killing those in my way
Torturing them for pleasure
What has this world made me
What have I become
I've lost my identity
Hunter I was
Pirate I became

The Never Ending Day

Time wasted, time willing away,
Even though its said I'm at work
Theres nothing for me to do
But sit on a chair and read,
Read till the books over...
Still, time hasn't passed

Waiting for this never ending day

To slowly set away...

To Where I Belong

How do you define love
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Love is a feeling, to each his own,
A feeling of being, a feeling of belonging,
A happy thought putting a smile on your face,
An urge to be with , feel the warmth of his breath in my ears,
The touch of his lips on my back

Sending shivers, making me quiver,
Hold me tight, don't let me go...

I love this feeling of just being in your arms

Feeling safe in your bind, feel content with life,

And I know that I made the right choice when I said

'This is where I wanna be, this is where I belong...'

Living for the moment
Enjoying whats around me
Next step doomsville

Thats why I'm living for the moment

Infinity

Infinite adventures
Infinite thoughts,
Its a continuous process
Depicting life and death and life again,
Mistakes made and lessons learnt
Everyday a new story,
Revolving around myself
An infinity of pain...

Infinite stories and time boundless,
Once and for all I feel the pain
And bear the sign to remind me of my mistakes,
To learn from them and play safe
Showing me the way, the path I must choose
To give me strength in my tough time
To lift my spirits on my gray days...

Remember Me This Way

Remember me when I'm gone,

Not for all that I've wronged,
But for the good times we shared.

Keep me alive in your mind
Along with our conversations,
The adventures and the mishaps,
The long drives and dancing all night.

Keep me with you, let me bring a smile on your face,
My memories your support,
Your strength on a gray day.
Keep me alive and carry me with you always.

Tired & frustrated of this grind

Waiting for the working of my mind,

Struggling to get out of the loop

Take some time off, drink some soup,

Laze around, while away time

Let me get what I deserve & whats mine.

Dream

Dare to dream & dream big,
For one day that dream will come true.
If you only believe in yourself
& have faith in what you believe...

Be passionate about your dream and don't let anyone tell you different,

Everyone is special in their own way & so are you,
You are special and a favorite,
Loved by everyone, supported by everyone.
You have nothing to be scared of, nothing to fear,
Just dream and everything else will come to you.

I Seek You

I dont look for money
I dont look at cars,
I dont see your gizmos
Or your fancy stars...

I seek love, I seek compassion,
I yearn for your warmth
And your breath on my scars,
Soothing my pain
Calming me down,
Its for you that I long

& its you that I want...

CONQUERED

With all its beauty
And ruins in view
Standing tall
With scars of bravery
As the pillars fall

And crumble in war
Bleeding for humanity,
A lonely soul,
Holding on
His faith shaken,
Once a king...now a scavenger

Wandering on

In search of life,
A sign of new beginnings

His only hope,
All that he's ever held on to

Slipping away
A lost love,
A lost life,
What seem now, like another lifetime

As he sits in the shadows of what was once his home

His kingdom beloved,
And he shuts his eyes, lays his sword down,

At the end he can see,
A shining light.
The last thing he ever will

like a metaphor befitting
That like him shone bright
And then got lost in the dark....

NEW WORLDS

Zoned out in thoughts
Of another world
Where freedom prevails
Peace and beauty remain,

The human race comes together
Not for war but for love
But at the end of the day I have to return..
Come to ground zero,
Witness betrayal, the hate, the lies
This is what makes me a rebel
Makes me want to run away
Question existence at all...

The hope and faith
That maybe one day we'll come to this
Alas, the nerves of steel break out
That one push over the edge
Where art thou oh leader of leaders
To show us the way,
The road to escape, the tunnel to new life
March us to our destiny

Take us there
A real new world
Where freedom prevails,
And peace and Beauty remain...

Inner Conscience

When you're at a loss for words,
When an awkward silence sits in
Your eyes wander, in search of an answer
And helter skelter, your thoughts start running,
The mind will tell you only what you need to hear.

But what happens when you want to say,
something your mind holds you against
To say it out loud will be admitting,
admitting that you give in to your fears,
admitting that you're weak,
not strong enough to control.

But what do you do when the feelings so strong,
that it overwhelms & takes over
Your drenched in that one thought,
one moment, one single emotion.

What do you do when you have no way out
No matter where you run,
which direction you look,
everywhere you turn.

What do you do when you know
The end is near,
That this is it, and its now or never

Would you admit and agree
Let it take over you
Say it then out loud...and scream your last breath out....