Strong

Strong, strong, strong,
Strong by emotion, strong by thought,
Strong by wonder, strong as a rock,
Strong I show and strong i got!!

Not A Single Day

Not a single day, without me thinking about you.
Not a single day, without me missing you.
Not a single day, without me looking at your window.
Not a single day, without me wondering where you went.
Not a single day, without me loving you.
Not a single day, without me caring.
Not a single day, without me remembering the times we spent together.
Not a single day, without me regreting what went wrong between us.
Not a single day, without me thinking about you.
Not a single day, without me missing you.
Not a single day, Not a single day.

Thats what friends are for!!

Who I am, no one really knows,
Not even me, nor my heart,
Looking for my identity,
Searchin my soul.
Lost I am in my own new world.
A rockstar I am, don't need you around
when I breakdown, won't call out to you,
but I'll still hope you'll come & get me through.

Different

Different I am,
Different i show,
Different is my world,
Different are my thoughts,
Different are my soul and heart,
Looks the same to u....
Is different to me!!

Hidden World

Hiding from my world
Hiding from my friends
Hiding from myself.
Look for me,
search for me,
find me.
Know me for who I am, for who I really am.
Look deep down inside
Maybe, just maybe then you'll see me,
n know me for who I am, for who I really am.

heres a thought

there was a boy n there was a girl...as in every normal story...
they met...became friends... both out in the world wearin a mask..pretending to b someone they arent.. suprisingly they understood each other
understood the pain n effort of keepin the mask on... as they got to know each other better...the mask started to melt out..slowly the true person showed!!
as time passed... slowly they fell in love!!
but like in any other story this one didnt have a happy ending... knowing eachother too well lead to small arguments..which inturn lead to bigger fights!!
hurting themselves and the other in turn... they gave the other distance and time...
withdrawn from the one they loved ..leading life the same way like before.

life taught them that wearing the lie again will bring things bk to normal..life goes on!!

back in their shells...living again!!!!

PAINT

A painter...
expressing his thoughts,
expressing his feelings,
his opinions, his advice,
his pain, his joy,
his sorrow, his love.

With the colours of the rainbow,
in ink, oil and water,
in anger and in calm,
singing, whisteling, humming..

"BABY U CAN PAINT MY LOVE!!"

HAHAHHAAHAHA- I JUS HAD TO PUT THIS UP..DUNNO WHT WAS I THINKING!!!
BUT ITS FUNNY RITE?!

THOUGHTS

I wanna write, write a story,
a story about a girl,
somewhere she thought she belonged
she couldn't go,
where she didn't belong
is where she was.
Nagging, ragging, mocking & insult,
a few of the things she beared.
Cry, pain, insulted & unclean,
a few of the things she felt.
To be demotivated is something
she overcame through time.
She went on- did not stop.
She'll go on, for she believed,
that one day- This too shall pass!!!

Murder Of My Plight!!!

Want to kill you.
Gonna burn you alive.
Gonna pierce your heart
till it bleeds dry and dead.
Drop by drop.
Breath by breath
you will surrender to me.
Be my slave and i'll give you freedom.
Freedom from the pain.
Freedom from the torture.
Freedom from thought and bondage.
Freedom, Freedom !!
Freedom from LOVE !!

sleep

ever felt like sleepin thru things??...its an awesome thing
everytime i dont wanna face somethin or avoid somethin(whatever it is, a fight, a realisation, a bad mood, anythin) all i do is get myself to go to sleep!!
n after a good hour or two when i wake up, everythings normal again- angers gone , for a fight the other persons cooled down, realisations gone(only to come back later.)
the feelings funny, its like nuthin ever happened!! ur bk to ur normal life!!

u shud try sleepin thru things...it works!!

stories

everyone has stories to tell.. i have few myself....
so wht im gonna do frm now is jus start spillin them out...i used to always wonder wht to write here thts the only reason i got such few blogs.
no nore- im gonna make an effort to write more often!!

everyone has stories to tell.. some short some long
stories to tell, stories to hear.
full of joy full of hope
some wid sadness some wid hate
spite, frustration, excitement, faith,
love, saturation, elation n fate.

Parallel Worlds

Tonite I might let u in..
How nice
Jus u n me
Together. Our own little world.
But tomorrow, as the day
dawns upon us
We both have to return..
to our real lives
Coz out there in
the Real World..
Our places dont match,
Our paths dont cross,
Our worlds are poles apart.

What now?
What then?

this i wrote on my own... its pretty good takin into consideration i never write stuff like this!!!

BREATHING

(inhale)
Tears begin to flood my face like a cup left under a running faucet well after the water has reached the rim,
getting caught,
squeezing,
twisting,
tearing.
My throat contracting around the emotions that threaten to leap up & out of my lips,
my stomach,
rumbling,
wrestling,
knotting.
My hands quiver as I reach up to blot the tiny teardrops,
leaving footprints down my cheeks.
The path that awaits me
suddenly seems like a pilgrimage,
one foot,
next foot,
step,
step,
I see you.
(I see her.)
you smile.
I smile.
(she leaves.)
you ask how i am.
(I lie.)
I reply that i'm fine
(even though my heart has just crept up into my mouth & is jumping up & down on my tongue like an Olymic diver waiting to hit the water).
I want to say that I miss you,
let u know that I miss your arms,
your smile,
your lips.
I want you to know that
(Im incomplete)
my body hurts,
my soul bleeds.
I ask how you are
(hoping against all hope that you'll tell me what I want to hear).
You reply,
(your answer not including that u miss me,
that you miss my arms, my lips, my touch).
My eyes attempt to strip you down to your soul
(searching for what i once knew so well).
They get lost,
(but find their way back to reality when they graze over the [ever-fading] hickey, just above the collar of the shirt she bought u).
My heart leaps off the end of my tongue,
wanting you to see the way you've hurt me
wanting you to hurt the same way.
It falls to the ground.
(she calls you.)
you hastily say good-bye,
(as you trot over to her)
stomping,
squishing,
mutilating
my vunerable, fallen heart.
(not even pausing long enough to scrape it off the bottom of your shoe, like a discarded piece of gum.)
She wraps her arms around your neck,
brings her lips to yours...
(your ears still turn red.)
People pass, as if I don't even exist.
(I want to cry, scream, shout.)
I want someone to find my heart,
bring it back
piece it together.
I turn away,
hoping that one day it won't hurt
(as much)
and hoping that I will again be able to call you
and have you come over to me,
be able to buy you shirts that match your eyes,
(and leave the telltale hickey just above the collar)
and will still be able to make your ears turn red from the friction of our lips.
I walk away,
knowing my heart will not follow.
(exhale.)

jus somethin i found on someone elses msn space...

"They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life to forget them."

i miss my friend!!!
i miss old times!!!